“心的挣扎”写于1998年至2006年，我在Croscill 工作期间。大部分草稿都产生于上班的时候。这里编入的是第一部分，“ 晨露集”。
As if teardrops at dark night, these words record the journey of my soul.
I wrote Struggle of the Heart during the year of 1998 and 2006 while working for Croscill. Most of the drafts were produced at work. Included here is the first part, Morning Dew Collection.
Struggle of the Heart relates to the thoughts of life, religion, living, society, and politics, and the way I express my thoughts in this book are similar to the way of my thinking, which is to get rid of the complication of scholastic style, to have substance in the content, to enumerate and make every one understand. The order of the articles is from shallow to deep, and when it reaches "Where do the wisdom, truth and the beauty of life live in?" , where, is the climax of the entire book, then it slowly returns to the flat, and finally arrives at the Mother Nature, as the end.
Each article is accompanied by diagrams. This was my attempt, trying to express my thoughts and ideas through pictures, so by putting pictures and texts together to reach a state which only pictures or just texts can't reach individually. What needs to be declared here is, the meanings of pictures I applied in this book might be entirely different from the original paintings, thus, choosing pictures is a process of re-creation, which not like general things that are easy to obtain. Choosing a good picture cleverly is actually to give the picture a new life.
I've been worried about such pure thinking things would have no readers. Fortunately, After putting my works on the Internet I have received replies from some readers, which is encouraging to me. No matter what, I consider them little lives, so let them go to the world! If they cannot survive, let them run their own course like a blade of grass!